There I Wander with Them is the central movement of Spring Triptych (along with To Youth and Green Is the Color of Its Flame). It begins in stark solace. A lone voice sets out to collect flowers to celebrate others’ love—a kind of relationship he doubts will ever be possible for himself. However, the journey gradually reveals a supportive community and myriad opportunities to connect with others. Occasional sparks of “fire” find grounding in “earth”, while the “meadow” meets the “forest”, referencing the joy of youth past and foreshadowing the green flame of chosen family awaiting just around the corner.
As a gay man who grew up in a fundamentalist church, I have some experience navigating complicated relationships. My experiences continue to affirm the necessity of seeking community among both biological and chosen families.
Life is a tapestry of connections, and we die in isolation.
I dedicate this central movement of the triptych to my friend, admired colleague, composer, and fellow Triad collectivist, Karl Henning, who has quite literally made a harp out of darkness. May he and all of us always recognize the troop gathered around, that we may wander together.